The MAP explains how everything is connected. It was created to help both me and future readers, understand the structure of this blog and choose own path through it. Its a visual overview and synthesis of how I tried to lean into fragmentation to be able to understand each part (identity, role, mask, coping mechanism) separately.

This blog is being created at its own pace.  I do not rush to fill the blanks – it’s an online journal of my personal development and I choose to discover and create my path on the way.

I used to think that I need to have answers for everything before I could start sharing and let myself be heard or seen. The more I align with my own rhythms, cycles and seasons the more sure I am that I am absolutely fine to do everything my own way without the need to conform to expectations, standards and requirements of others.

Being here is like visiting a building while the works are not over. It’s a mess, things will change and both, experiments on the way and final results will make everything look very different. I invite you to see how you feel with such process and honesty in sharing authentic journey of becoming.

This is my safe space for growth, and growth is rarely pretty, pleasant and satisfying, especially for those who only see it from the outside.